Saying "See ya" to the love of my life and the father of our children

On September 12, the love of my life deployed. It was one of the saddest days of my life, but I'm making it. I will post pictures later :D

A bunch of photos before Justin deployed! :D

My wonderful family :D

I loved seeing Justin with Jason

Precious!

I walked in one morning after my shower and this is what I seen

He loved sleeping on daddy

Update time... Haven't done this FOREVER!

Well, as of today, I decided to delete my Facebook for personal reasons. Yes, I am now sacrificing not seeing the updates with my family and friends, but somethings are just more important to me. Well, where to begin...

I think I will begin with the birth of our son Jason David Stuart. His daddy was actually the one to pick out his name, and it just kind of stuck. On August 15th, I went into Labor & Delivery for decrease fetal movement, and they sent me home saying that everything was okay. The next day I go into my doctor and she informs me that I am ready to be admitted. I chicken out and don't let the break my water and well, lets just say it would have gone a lot faster if they had. After they broke my water on the 17th at 12:40am, I had Jason out at 12:55am. I am so thankful that I had my best friend there with me. Justin was there coaching me, telling me that I was doing good. The sad thing is that Justin had been having issues with his ex wife getting the girls taken away by the state. Well, a few hours after I had Jason, Justin was in the car headed to New Mexico. He got half way there and they told him they had given the girls back to Heather. Sad day.. But at the same time it was a great day. Jason had Jaundice, but he only had to be under the lights once. He has been a delight to have in my life. That is the story of his birth :D